Jul 30 2005

Steve Guest

Tag: Diarymary @ 2:47 pm

And perhaps out of all the pain and suffering experienced by Steve Guest, his legacy to Victoria will be, to leave two doctors confronting the Victorian Government for a reality check on how people really feel about voluntary euthanasia.

005-07-30 From: GeelongInfo.com.AU
Doctors under microscope

http://www.geelonginfo.com.au/readarticle.asp?articleid=16604

Rebeca Tucker

TWO doctors who admit they advised Point Lonsdale’s Steve Guest about the best way to die are prepared to risk their medical licence for a test case on Victorian euthanasia laws.

Leading activists Dr Rodney Syme and Dr Philip Nitschke want the cancer patient’s death to force euthanasia into the political spotlight.

They yesterday said they were ready to answer an inquiry into Mr Guest’s death overnight Tuesday.

But they doubted the State Government wanted the case to be heard.

Also yesterday, the doctors revealed:

THEY know who gave Mr Guest the lethal drug Nembutal; and

MR Guest pre-empted the inquiry before he died, dictating separate letters to Dr Syme and Dr Nitschke denying either gave him the barbiturate.

Both doctors could be implicated in the death after they gave Mr Guest advice about how to die.

It is illegal to assist or advise a person about how to end their lives.

But they argue just what it means to assist or advise is “opaque” and governments are reluctant to define it because the issue is too morally sensitive.

Dr Syme, who visited Mr Guest at his home on Tuesday, said he doubted the coroner would proceed with a full inquiry.

He said he did not relish the idea of being charged, or the personal stress from a test case.

“On the other hand, I have a long held view that the status quo will remain the status quo until somebody or something pushes it off balance,” Dr Syme said.

“I also have a long-held view it won’t be pushed off balance.”

He said the law was “an ass” because “it does not provide justice”.

Dr Syme maintained the advice he gave Mr Guest was far more medicating than any pharmaceutical drug because it eased his anxiety in his last two weeks of life.

Dr Nitschke, who said “we all know where Steve got Nembutal, (but) we’re not going to be saying”, also did not expect Mr Guest’s death to become a test case.

The Darwin-based doctor, who last week hosted a euthanasia meeting in Geelong West, has been involved in several controversial investigations including the death of Queensland woman Nancy Crick after taking Nembutal in front of 21 family and friends in 2002.

No-one was prosecuted in that case. But Dr Nitschke acknowledged, although the laws were almost the same in Victoria, the outcome might differ.

But he expected the Victorian government wanted to “leave the law murky” where just what was meant by advise or assist was opaque.

The State Coroner’s Office on Thursday announced it was investigating Mr Guest’s death despite an assistant coroner on Wednesday informing GP Geoff Allen it probably would not.

Mr Guest told the Geelong Advertiser before his death he planned to use the barbiturate to end his terminal battle with oesophageal cancer.


Jul 29 2005

You don’t prosecute doctors for good medical practice, surely

Tag: Diarymary @ 8:50 am

I, for one, would be very sad to know that Dr Nitschke would seriously consider moving to New Zealand because of the impending legislation regarding the Suicide Related Matters Law, due in January, 2006.

There will continue to be thousands of sick and elderly who need the services offered by his organisation, Exit. 

  • 1    Would the New Zealand Government be any more accommodating than the Australian Government?
  • 2    Would they not then introduce similar laws there to combat Exit? 
  • 3    How would operating out of New Zealand help Australians, if in fact the law will limit access to Exit’s website?
  • 4    What would change?  Will we have access to the ingredients needed to make our own peaceful pill?
  • 5    Will Australians unable to travel to New Zealand (the majority) be able to be accommodated with their needs.
  • 6    Shifting to New Zealand would reaffirm even more success to the RTL Campaign.  They “win” yet again!  
  • 7    Ms Tighe has stated publicly that she can’t wait to see Philip go.  Is that because, he is making a difference?

I suppose the fundamental difference between myself and Philip, is the hope that Legislative Change can make the difference to people’s lives and ultimately their deaths.  Campaigning for change is slow and laborious, and very disheartening.  Dr Nitschke is a smarter person than I’ll ever be.   He has understood the strategies of the Right to Life Campaigns and the ability of people in very high places to manipulate those who are responsible for our Laws. 

Please reconsider, Dr Philip Nitschke.    We Need You!

Religious beliefs based on Christian values are being permitted to Govern our society.  Where as,  a couple of years ago I would have thought some balance could be introduced under the heading of common sense and compassion, I am slowly coming to realise that Christianity operates a very selective form of these values in terms of euthanasia.  They want to “save” lives but do nothing to improve the value of those lives ongoing.   I heard of a Minister who lay dying (slowly) in a Hospital, having run his “used by date”, the incumbent taking his place was far too busy with parish business to visit him ongoing and he lay neglected by the very community he had served for many years.  

That Maria Korp and Steve Guest are permitted peace and serenity in death, makes World News shows how very unusual such common sense and compassion are in Australian society.   There are thousands of other examples of people requiring the same sympathy, needing reassurance arising out of technological advances that maintain life when if fact, without medical intervention, they’d be dead.  

I don’t have the financial power of the right of life lobbyists which have the wealth of the churches behind them.  My local politicians give me no comfort whatsoever which must give glee to the RTL campaigners in Senators Abetz & Joyce’s camp.  It shows their campaign to achieve what they want, is effective,  in spite of and in the face of some many ordinary people seeking reassurance that they won’t be left to rot slowly.  And Dying by stealth is the body breaking down, and no amount of pretty words can change the reality that is the end of life.

2005-07-29 From: The Age, Melbourne, AU
We advised man how to die: doctors
http://www.theage.com.au/news/national/w……….2619.html?oneclick=true

By Lorna Edwards
July 29, 2005

Voluntary euthanasia campaigner Dr Philip Nitschke and Melbourne activist Dr Rodney Syme yesterday admitted advising terminally ill man Steve Guest on how to end his life.

The two euthanasia activists yesterday challenged the grey areas of the law relating to doctors advising patients on suicide while the State Coroner yesterday confirmed Mr Guest’s death was under investigation.

Mr Guest died on Wednesday morning at his Point Lonsdale home after a 10-month battle with cancer of the oesophagus.

Both doctors admitted yesterday they had visited Mr Guest in the final days of his life and had discussed options of how he could end his life.

“He asked a number of questions about ways, if you like,” Dr Nitschke said yesterday. “He asked about drugs, he asked about all sorts of questions and had done in previous times while he had been a member of Exit (the right-to-die organisation founded by Dr Nitschke),” he said.

Dr Nitschke said the coronial inquiry into Mr Guest’s death was “interesting” as he believed the death certificate signed off by a local GP stated bronchial pneumonia as the cause of death.

Neither Dr Nitschke nor Dr Syme was with Mr Guest when the former media adviser died on Wednesday.

Mr Guest received publicity after advocating voluntary euthanasia in emotional pleas on Melbourne radio in the weeks leading up to his death.

Under the Crimes Act, it is illegal to “aid or abet any person in the commission of suicide” but euthanasia campaigners believe it is a grey area under the law whether doctors giving advice to patients constitutes aiding or abetting.

“I don’t fear prosecution at all,” said Dr Syme, who as president of the Voluntary Euthanasia Society of Victoria welcomed renewed debate on the law.

“You don’t prosecute doctors for good medical practice, surely,” he said.

“I firmly believe – and Steve Guest illustrates it in spades – that if you give people advice and put them in control, the quality of their life is enhanced enormously.”

Mr Guest, 58, had two daughters and was separated from his wife.

Meanwhile, Dr Nitschke said last night he was considering taking up an invitation from the Voluntary Euthanasia Society of New Zealand to move his right-to-die organisation across the Tasman to thwart new federal legislation that comes into effect next January.

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Thank you sincerely Jon Faine of 774 ABC for your sensitive approach to what must have been a very difficult interview and aftermath.   Many listeners commented on your obvious compassion. It is a comfort to many to know that social issues such as euthanasia can be aired with tact and sympathy, and open line callers which show the majority do favor euthanasia with guidelines in place.

Steve Guest, died July 27th, 2005

A terminally ill man who inspired radio listeners two weeks ago with an impassioned plea for his right to die has taken his life.

Point Lonsdale resident Steve Guest, who had incurable throat cancer, died at home yesterday morning with his brothers, John and Andrew, at his side.

The 58-year-old former Cain government media adviser made a statement to 774 ABC presenter Jon Faine on Tuesday afternoon, declaring that he would “self-medicate in my own bed”.

“I hope I’ve made a difference . . . kicked a few politicians in the goolies, made them sit up and notice and realise that people care. I want to apologise to the God-botherers. I’ve barked at them – sorry if I was rude, but that was only after politely asking them to go away.”

Euthanasia activists Dr Philip Nitschke and Dr Rodney Syme visited him in his last days.

Mr Guest’s plight gained media attention when he rang Mr Faine’s program on July 11 with a moving account of his suffering and his desire to die. He also attacked the “hypocrisy” of politicians who cited Christianity in the debate against euthanasia and abortion. Living in constant pain, with limited movement and unable to consume anything but sips of iced water, Mr Guest said he was annoyed he could not end his life as quickly and as painlessly as his beloved terrier, which was put down. “These bastards who call themselves Christians, they won’t let me have that death . . . and that’s all I want now.”

On Tuesday, Mr Guest had vowed to die on his terms with his favourite music playing. “It will be Ry Cooder or Leo Kottke, although they might be too much of a foot-tapper,” he said.

His brother John said Mr Guest had been delighted by the public’s response to his comments on euthanasia. “I believe it gave him a week of additional life,” he said.

Faine said yesterday: “The point Steve was trying to make is there is something wrong when you can’t end your own suffering the way you want to and instead you are almost compelled to go through that horrible decline. He made his point. He made it brilliantly.”

Mr Guest was divorced. He leaves two daughters.


Jul 27 2005

Regarding Maria Korp

Tag: Diarymary @ 10:53 am

Related Readings, elsewhere under Additional on the Menue, has a comprehensive view by Exit,  regarding Maria Korp.   May she, like Steve Guest have a quick and painless death.  Whatever one’s spirituality is, we can demonstrate real compassion to those who need it.   Thank you,  Mr Bracks.


Jul 25 2005

I do find the title “Dr. Death” offensive

Tag: Diarymary @ 2:54 pm

I do find the title “Dr. Death” offensive, when used in the context of speaking about Dr Philip Nitschke.  A man who does not inflict pain or suffering on any person, through intent or negligence should not, in fairness, continue to be called this name by media staff when reporting on his activities.  The pain and suffering is already present in the patient.  There are worse things to endure,  than death itself.  He takes no sanctimonious stance about the need for unnecessary suffering when death is inevitable.  Dr Nitschke, like myself, believes in a basic right of choice for a hastened death for those who chose this path for themselves.  The term “Dr Death”  is much more suited to those who doctor patients without proper qualifications or understanding of their oath of “Do No Harm”.  A critically ill person left suffering, while seeking permanent relief, is harmed!  A dog left suffering would incur a jail term, for cruelty to an animal.  Some think a person’s life is worth more than a dog’s, yet we relieve a dog of pain,  and let the person “live”, regardless of their physical or mental anguish.


Jul 24 2005

It can always be about “choice” (continued)

Tag: Diarymary @ 9:00 am

Friday, July 22, REBECCA TUCKER

GEELONG residents yesterday asked Australia’s `Dr Death’ Philip Nitschke the best way to end their lives.
The Geelong West Town Hall supper room could not contain the 150 people who came to hear Dr Nitschke explain the “peaceful pill” and how to circumvent the law that deems it illegal to assist or advise suicide.

His Exit International group’s meeting began with a powerful 10-minute voice recording from Point Lonsdale’s Steve Guest, who explained why he would use the illegal, lethal drug Nembutal to end his life before his suffering from
oesophageal cancer became unbearable.

Mr Guest, whose story has been highlighted in the media this week, hoped to be at the meeting but told the Geelong Advertiser “I am just too knackered”.

The meeting was hushed as he told his story passionately, albeit at times in weakened tones, his struggle evident through the tape.

“I have no fear of death but I do have a great fear about the manner of my dying,” Mr Guest said.

He wanted a death afforded to his dog, Jack, euthanased to end his pain several years ago.

“Will it be long, or quick and painless like Jack?” he said of his own death.

“I believe everyone has the right to do what I intend to do.”

The crowd broke into applause as his speech ended, despite the fact Mr Guest could not hear them.

Just one man in the audience, Christopher Green, a self-described “man of the Lord Jesus Christ” was willing to announce his opposition. He waited until the end, but was loud in his dissent. His outburst forced the 2pm meeting to a close and came after several in the audience asked for more information about specific drugs as a means of death.

“Will diazepam work?” one man asked.

“How about we just go to a Melbourne nightclub, get some ecstasy and go out on a high?” asked another woman, greeted by laughter.

Dr Nitschke said, although it was asked in humour, the question was not uncommon, as many people considered narcotics such as heroin as a euthanasia drug.

“Keep away from narcotics, it won’t necessarily end your life,” he said.

He also ruled out the sleeping pill diazepam, along with all other such drugs and relaxants.

“They’re all non-lethal. They’re good sleeping tablets and taking a lot might mean you sleep really well but sleeping isn’t the same as dying.”

Earlier, Dr Nitschke explained the most effective euthanasia methods and how to skirt the law.

He told stories of those who had ended their suffering their way, including the well-accounted case of Queensland bowel cancer victim Nancy Crick, who died after taking Nembutal surrounded by 21 family and friends in 2002.

Dr Nitschke also explained the history of his campaign for voluntary euthanasia and former Northern Territory chief minister Marshall Perron’s Rights of the Terminally Ill Act.

Four people were able to die under the world-first legislation between September, 1996, and March, 1997, before the law was overturned by Liberal MP Kevin Andrews’ private member’s Bill.

Now, patients and doctors were forced to flout the law, including accessing their own Nembutal – difficult, as medical practitioners cannot prescribe it.

Dr Nitschke claimed elderly Australians were heading to Mexico in droves, where the drug could be bought cheaply.

  • Mary’s Note: Dr Nitschke, also said that it was a waste of time sending off to Mexico for Nembutal as previous customers had been invited by customs to come and claim their package. He also said that when asking some one to assist you in dying make them aware of a very long jail term should they be “caught” helping you. He was not “encouraging” but rather quite bluntly telling the audience exactly what the facts about voluntary euthanasia mean in reality.
  • Dr Nitschke is a very serious man and his message was serious. He recommended what people should not do, also.
  • Making informed decisions was his topic. Be prepared to help yourself rather than expect others to step up for you. Get your blank sheet of paper and ask the question. Whose name can you put on that sheet of paper under the heading of “prepared for going to jail for 20 years for you”? Yes Governments have done their job well, but your dying can still be your choice! Just don’t delay until you are too incapacitated to help yourself.
  • I think train drivers will continue to suffer from “selfish people” who use their train as a method of dying quickly. Perhaps we need to seriously consider asking the train drivers association for support in our cause for a good death. Perhaps the truckies would support us too. Until Governments treat our concerns with respect good people will continue to be stressed by the actions of people seeking a quick solution to a slow problem.
  • Thank you to the good doctors who demonstrate true compassion when it really counts, for those unable to assist themselves in achieving peace and serenity in the art of dying. (and yes it is “an art”, I feel, to die well, Kindergarten or Heidelberg?),

Jul 24 2005

It can always be about “choice”

Tag: Diarymary @ 5:05 am

The article written below expresses my sentiments, extremely well.   Perhaps folks who are writing to their local politicians can use some of the wording to get their POV across. 

It seems to me that the South Africans have already learnt the financial burden that keeping hopelessly sick people alive against their will, is a cost that is unsustainable indefinitely.

Hard decisions will have to be made by the Australian Government, both Federal and State, in spite of religious or moral views being held by some influential politicians.  It can always be about “choice”!, if for religious beliefs, it is not for you, then don’t participate.  

What really makes me angry is to think that the same principles of religion that made my childhood so very miserable would seek to influence my ageing in the same manner, one of total despair!  Fortunately I am no longer able to be bullied, beaten, abused, terrified of hell, or any of the other “delights” that a certain type of brainwashing could have endured, given I was a different personality. 

There was an idea muted some years ago, that developing ovarian cancer could be linked back to the stresses of childhood, but I refused to give satisfaction to those responsible for inflicting pain and suffering,  in a manner that makes dying look like a picnic.  My previous comments may explain to those who ask me “why do you fight the system so hard?, why expend your energies?, why don’t I just enjoy my last years?.  I didn’t like being bullied as a child and I, sure as hell (?) hate it as an adult.

But I am more realistic as an adult about what form the “bullying” takes, laws are written based on what some else thinks is good for you, like the (childhood) monthly dose of Epsom salts, with no toilet paper provided for the aftermath!  As long as we are “alive” who cares about how that life is lived?  Senator Abetz?  Do I see him volunteering to change the bed of a comatose person which has been “living” in a bed for 15 years?  Or perhaps, rubbing the bed sores with cream?

Who will have the intestinal fortitude to start making decisions addressing the subject of euthanasia?   Which Political Party will step outside their comfort zone, and start addressing an issue that has the support of 70% of the population?.   This would be a mandate in any other language, except “political speak” where only financial and (some) sporting considerations get any air time. 

Don’t let elderly suffer’

http://www.news24.com/News24/South_Africa/News/0,,2-7-1442_1740069,00.html

19/07/2005 22:00 – (SA)

Johannes de Villiers

Cape Town – Hospitals must learn to listen to chronically ill elderly patients when it is in their interests to die peacefully rather than have their suffering prolonged, said advocate Kurt Worral-Clare, chief executive of the Hospital Association of South Africa, on Tuesday.

This was one of the ways hospitals could see to it that the needs of a rapidly ageing South African population could be met, he said.

“Perhaps we should conduct dialogue with the ageing population to find out how they would want to be treated if they developed a chronic condition or a terminal illness,” he said.

Worral-Clare said South Africa could learn from the debate in the USA about cases where “continued care would bring no clinical improvement or a better quality of life to the patient. In such cases, they have considered allowing patients to die as comfortably as possible, instead of prolonging their suffering.

Dignified

“The result of such a policy is firstly a dignified death without costly, useless treatment that gives false hope to patients and their family, and secondly, a saving in medical resources.”

Worral-Clare said hospitals faced many challenges because of South Africa’s ageing population.

In 1996, only 1,4% of the medically insured population was older than 66. By 2002, this percentage was almost four times higher – 5,4%.

The result is an increase in the number of chronic diseases (conditions to which the elderly are more susceptible) which have to be treated, he said.

Older people also spend a longer time in hospitals and need far more medical expenditure. All of this puts tremendous pressure on medical resources, he added.

Problems

The medical sector would have to find ways to solve all these problems, because they would only increase in the coming decades.

He added that more had to be done in future to create a comfortable environment for the many people who would die in hospital from their chronic illnesses.

This should be a home-like surroundings where relatives and friends can also visit out of the normal visiting hours, he explained.

These surroundings would have to be staffed by people trained in the care of the dying, instead of in the type of care that prolonged life, he added.


Jul 22 2005

Doctor admits suicide advice

Tag: Diarymary @ 2:58 pm

2005-07-22 From: News.com.au
Doctor admits suicide advice
http://www.theaustralian.news.com.au/c…….16009140%5E23289,00.html

Kate Legge, Social affairs writer
July 22, 2005

A MELBOURNE doctor risks prosecution after confessing he has helped a terminally ill man who wants to die.

Voluntary euthanasia activist Rodney Syme yesterday revealed he had supplied information to Steve Guest, a former state government media adviser, who has appealed for the right to die with dignity.

Mr Guest, who has inoperable cancer of the oesophagus, was interviewed in The Weekend Australian and has been heard on Melbourne’s ABC radio begging for a compassionate release from his suffering. Dr Syme visited Mr Guest in his Point Lonsdale home this week.

Diagnosed with cancer in September, Mr Guest believes he has two to six weeks of life left. He weighs 50kg and is in the advanced stages of “cachexia” or death through metabolic disorders as the body wastes away.

“It is absolutely appalling, this death by degrees, and giving him the advice he is seeking is good medicine,” Dr Syme said. “It relieves the extremes of psychological and existential distress … This is the best palliative care anyone in his position could have.”

Australian law forbids assisting a person with suicide, and recent legislation forbids websites from publishing information to assist with suicide or euthanasia.

Historically the courts have not imposed penalties on those found guilty of assisting suicide and euthanasia activists are keen to embolden general practitioners who want to counsel terminally ill patients about the options.

“When you give patients appropriate information and medication then you improve their quality of life and the length of their life, because this knowledge gives them security and prevents disastrous violent and shocking suicides that occur when these people have no one to turn to,” Dr Syme said.

Mr Guest, 58, can barely move from his bed to a lounge. He takes nothing by mouth except for occasional sips of iced water.


Jul 21 2005

Death is only a second, it is the journey that takes the time

Tag: Diarymary @ 3:00 pm

Steve Guest was too ill to travel to Geelong to-day.    As he says Death is only a second, it is the journey that takes the time.   Trusting Steve will catch an express train straight through, stopping no stations  with Peace being the final destination!


Jul 20 2005

Your voice echoed your relief

Tag: Diarymary @ 9:01 am

The Peaceful Pill Public Meeting  will be held at Geelong West Town Hall, 153 Packington St, Geelong West
on Thursday 21 July at 2pm.

I too have known someone who died of this particular cancer, some seven years ago and his widow still grieves for the pain and suffering he went through.   Always hopefully of a cure it was never to be.   

We should respect each other’s views, given that no one has ever been proved wrong, regardless of any of our views.

Thank you Steve for sharing your story which I heard on Jon Faine’s 774 Melbourne July 18.   I cried for you, and the others telling their stories in talk back radio. I feel relieved that you have located a compassionate person to assist your final months to be as “reasonably contented” as one could expect to be under the circumstances. 

Your voice echoed your relief.

Exit Media Release
19 JULY 2005

It has taken former journalist, political advisor, and media manager, Steve Guest, to speak out courageously this week about
how it feels to die the death you do not want.

A quintessential Baby Boomer, fifty-eight year old Guest made an impromptu phone call to ABC Radio Melbourne’s “Open
line” this week where he described in detail his fight with oesophogeal cancer and why he believes he deserves the right to die
with dignity. With only weeks to live, Steve is rapidly becoming the new face of the Voluntary Euthanasia movement in
Australia, sparking a week of impassioned talk back on Melbourne radio.

A member of Exit International and supportive of the work of Dr Philip Nitschke, on Thursday 21 July, Steve will speak (with Dr
Nitschke) at a public meeting where the rational of the Peaceful Pill option will be examined in detail (Steve calls it a “magic
bullet”). The best example of this is the highly restricted version of the barbiturate known as Nembutal.

In going public with his story, Steve is not only showing extraordinary bravery and courage, but he is trying to prevent others
from suffering the trauma and turmoil that is engulfing him in his final weeks of life.

While many people get cancer, far fewer are prepared to lay their lives open, to point out the indignity of their situation or the
unfairness that they cannot get the same end of life treatment as their pets; a point Steve makes only too succinctly.

And another article about Steve:

Point Lonsdale’s Steve Guest has terminal cancer
and says he will take steps to ensure he dies with dignity.

Tuesday, July 19
REBECCA TUCKER

POINT Lonsdale’s Steve Guest wants to dial a “magic bullet” – the so-called peaceful pill – so he can die with dignity.

The 57-year-old oesophageal cancer victim is spreading the euthanasia message with Australia’s “Dr Death” Phillip Nitschke.

Mr Guest said he did not choose death – it chose him – but the end will be on his terms.

He will phone the anonymous person who has agreed to hand him a dose of the barbiturate Nembutal.

The plan is not legal.

It is mostly not politically or socially acceptable.

But it is as compassionate as it is confronting.

Mr Guest wants it to be unnerving.

“We should have to confront it,” he said of death.

In the past few days, the one-time Geelong Advertiser journalist-turned-public relations officer has been telling a story he never thought he would have to.

His own.

It is a story he struggles to tell as the media lines up since his impromptu telephone call to Melbourne’s 774 ABC radio last week.

Mr Guest’s battle is not with the knowledge he is going to die, but the disease has gripped him so much that each word is difficult.

Throughout a half-hour telephone interview, Mr Guest pauses to sip water and wet his unbearably dry mouth.

Each sip wants to regurgitate but, just as his ability to swallow is long gone, so is his body’s capacity to vomit.

“It can’t come back up so it causes an intense spasm in my oesophagus which is just so debilitating and awful,” said Mr Guest, who feeds himself via a tube directly into his stomach. He lives alone, and that’s how he wants it to stay.

He is not complaining. Just explaining.

For a man with probably only weeks to live, his eloquence and calmness is inspiring.

He said he had been calm since being diagnosed with the disease last year, even after being told in September that the cancer was inoperable.

“I have been able to accept this, I think, with a great calmness and it’s comforting to be able to do so,” Mr Guest said.

“But I’m anxious that I may not know how my death will occur and that not knowing has got on top of me at times.”

Mr Guest has always supported voluntary euthanasia because he believes nobody should die in pain and indignity.

But he never planned to become the face of the cause.

He never planned for cancer.

Earlier this year Mr Guest joined euthanasia campaigner Dr Nitschke’s group, Exit International.

He is becoming the confronting face of their cause.

On Thursday, Mr Guest plans to speak alongside Dr Nitschke at the Geelong West Town Hall during one of Exit International’s nationwide public meetings to tell older people they have a right to choose their own death.

Perillously weak, a shadow of his former self at less than 50 kilograms, he hopes his health will permit him to speak.

Dr Nitschke said stories such as Mr Guest’s were what continued to motivate his campaign as he travelled Australia to encourage the elderly to prepare for their own death.

“Steve is saying quite loudly that he’s now in a situation where he wishes he had the choice,” Dr Nitschke said.

He expected the Geelong meeting would attract the usual protestors, but said he continued to be perplexed that one group thought it had the right to dictate to the dying.

Mr Guest called them “bastards”.

“Were I still to have a dog and anyone saw it looking the way I do now, they’d call the RSPCA and I would be prosecuted for maltreatment.,” he said.

“How stupid, how utterly stupid and indecent.”

He was aware the legal danger his anonymous helper had placed themselves in by granting his wish to access the pill.

“Considering the risk they would be in should they ever be identified, I salute that,” he said, rejecting any thoughts it was suicide, or a decision made under a cloud of depression.

Now death has forced its way in and his twin daughters, about to turn 23, are the reason he wants to choose his own death.

“They don’t want to see their dad suffer.’


Jul 13 2005

I dedicate my activism to the memory of my mother

Tag: Diarymary @ 6:02 am

Marks the anniversary of the death of my mother, Stella,  at Prince Henry’s Hospital, 1983.   Eyes wide open, her tongue lolling and totally brain dead, she died, following a stroke, after a fortnight of being oblivious.     On being advised of my mothers death, at 2.30am,  all I could feel was blissful relief on her behalf.  My mother, like myself, could not have martyred herself on this earth for a life hereafter. (although she had faith in the Catholic Church)  She would have wanted to die sooner.  We talked, we knew each other intimately but unlike Lesley Martin (To Die Like a Dog) I did not have the courage of my convictions to assist her death.. 

I dedicate my activism to the memory of my mother.


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